Deep Thoughts About DBSK

Deep Thoughts About DBSK
aka
(haha..consider it a)FAN MESSAGE TO DBSK (if one in a million that this is possible..pls pls pls, if there is like, a fairy that can reach this to them)

hm..so today, i spent most of my online time watching dbsk's vids.. some really funny while some i found..tragic. i didn't know they had an accident..like a car accident which involves all of them (er..all, if i am not wrong)(2004, is it?) and there's another group too which was involve in an accident at the same highway, just different spots (called 'wanted' ..one of their members even died?) so i was yeah..obviously shocked. i only knew about jaejoong's. i just wondered what will i do if any accidents happen again..

then i watched some other vids..like yunho's invisible camera and xiah's invisible camera. i like those vids cause they kinda show their true selves? then i wonder are they like..really close or really good in real life (seriously, no offense, i am a fan, remember..?) so, yeah. i already know the answer in my heart.(i hope you guys understand..i am having like mised feelings i cant really describe)
and oh yeah, when i watch vids of them in airports, they really cover themselves and i see fans pushed away by their bodyguards..and they just like cover themselves up, avoiding fans and walk. sometimes i wonder, aren't they allowed to at least wave? but then again, yeah..from another perspective..maybe it's for their safety. (so, actually, i am kinda confused too by the act in airports and in vids..they don't seem to be them, the cheerful ones..in the vids)okay, i am crapping. but i really have to get all these out before i sleep (if not i cant sleep!) cause tomorrow's Monday and i may not have the chance to be online for the rest of the week.

while watching the vids, i suddenly feel a pang of disappointment - that i don't live in Korea and sending fan letters to them is impossible. so i went on google search to look if there's any way to mail them. yeah, found. but then again..like people say.. they wont read all the mails and letters they have. only chosen mails will be read. and if so, dbsk members are not allowed to reply (saddd..i mean..why? but to think about it, i can understand though.. they are busy people). another way, through the fan site?? Cassiopeia! but i feel too outdated if i join now. plus, chances are too low. if i am given a chance to get in touch with them, i really wanna ask questions (like, to know them better!) i don't wanna go around saying I'm a fan only for their looks and singing. to me, friendship is important. so one of my questions would be like that: "Do you guys (oppa) have like serious quarrel at times?". it doesn't matter to me if they do, every human, friendship in the world have tough times. i really want to know what they do off screen..(not that stalker kind of 'what they do' if you get what i mean)
so, er..(right, i kinda lose track on what i am typing right now..) okay.. so, if ever, ever dbsk members read this (this blog post of mine!) it would be a miracle!! seriously, er..if they ever read this (they except Micky cant really read English, eh..) i just want them to know that.. all i want from them, is to be safe (avoid any heartbreaking incidents anymore!!), happy always.., always be together, true to themselves, make nice songs for the future..yeah. all the positive things that can happen.. gosh, i feel like crying now.. i feel sad because i am just a fan, not able to see them face to face. how i wished i can!!!(maybe next time i shall become a Korean celebrity manager in the future! i can make my whatever dreams of whatever come true! okay, i am going nowhere again) but then again, yeah, not only me feels that way. there are millions of fans feeling like me too (i guess?). i shall not be selfish. the reason i am posting this here is, to tell my feelings although not many anyway will read this, and by any chance this may be my fan-letter to dbsk..


to the one who inspires me..DBSK


"DBSK HWAITING!!! SARANGHAE YEONWONHI! ASHITERU~"




(note: forgive me if i offended you [reader]..you know i don't mean too. peace)